Bombaygirl

Odi et amo. I hate and I love. I was this before I knew I was this. When I stumbled upon this line in Catullus 85, I felt as though I found myself. It was me, it was how I lived my life. I looked for ways to flat line the highs and lows but then I didn't know myself. I am this dichotomy. And the resignation brought a certain freedom and finally, acceptance. I am a flame to some and I have driven others away. So be it.